A very eventful week

So today I found a daycare I really like and I have to finish setting everything up tomorrow.. I am so nervous about putting him in daycare because he has never been in one before. Plus I have been with him for over a year straight and it will be hard being away from him during the day while I am at work. SAD... the first week is going to be the hardest tears will come for sure. So wish me luck please because this will probably be the toughest week of my life!! Well hope everyone had a wonderful mother's day I am off to get some much much much needed sleep!!! YAWN

Update

So everything is going really good here in Delaware... I have been taking pictures..I got an awesome shot the other day of a carpenter bee on a flower bush. I also got a job as a supervisor for Starbucks and should be able to start this next week!!! YAY oh and on top of that I just reserved a apartment at a place called the reserve I will post pics very soon...it's so nice it is the nicest place I have ever lived!!! So I move in there next weekend..umm...Boone has started blowing kisses it's so cute..and he is still adjusting but it has gotten better! OH one thing about the new apartment the bedrooms are HUGE!!! Like Boone's room is going to be bigger then most living rooms...it's insane and really ridiculous..but hey I will have to work with it..the apartment is a 2 bedroom 2 bath and 1200 sq feet!!! AAAMAZING...I can't wait to get pics up so off I go to upload...Have a great weekend!

A little update

For any who are wondering since I have gotten emails and texts, I have had a life changing experience. My fiancée and I broke up (no sympathy please) it was coming to an end either way. But the there is positive I have moved and decided to start a new life in a completely new state. Boone and I have moved to Delaware and are eager to start building our new life here. SO thanks for being patient while I get all this figured out!!

Oh breasts

Dear My Breasts,

I'm not sure if you received the earlier memo, so I wanted to send out a letter to touch base.

Your purpose has recently changed. Hopefully you understand what this now means for you.

No longer are you around to provide nourishment or to fill an empty belly. Now your sole purpose is to appear attractive. If you would perk up a little bit it would be greatly appreciated. A little goes a long way. One would think that now that you only have to hang out and look pretty you would in fact be quite perky about your new lack of responsibility, but alas you don't seem the feel that way. And your lack of perkiness is really starting to take a toll on me.

Remember the good ole' days? When I used to let you roam freely in a halter or tube top? We could get back to that if you would only cooperate. I'm willing to put the last almost two years behind us and begin again. But it's going to take some effort on your part.

I hope that we can continue to have a loving and beautiful relationship with one another, but that will not happen if you continue to have such a droppy attitude. Bring back the perkiness that I used to appreciate, please. That is all.

Just a thought

I always think of this quote from, Garden State:

"You'll see when you move out - it just sort of happens one day, and it's just gone.
And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist.
I mean, it's like this rite of passage, you know.
You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself,
you know, for your kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something.
I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is.
A group of people who miss the same imaginary place."

I do feel homesick for a place that doesn't exist. Because, in reality, things will never be just the way I want them to be.

Life's twist and turns

So does anyone really know what they want in life. Once you think you have something spectacular or perfect then something comes along and throws in a speed bump or pothole which then throws you off course mind boggled. I am not sure what I am getting at. But just curious does anyone else feel this way at times..

Just another day..

I am so IN LOVE with my new camera I would love to make a spot in bed for it..and sleep with it lol...it is awesome. I am still figuring out RAW and Jpeg so I have a some good pictures from the park yesterday but can't put them on here because it is a RAW image and I haven't figured out how to manage them yet. So I will be doing both a Jpeg and Raw. From what I understand RAW is better picture quality so I want that for sure you can't edit them as easily though so I need to do JPEG first I think and correct any mistakes then go from there.

Any who..school is going good I developed another roll last night (all by myself) and some turned out some didn't..I was practicing messing with my exposure so..no worries but there aren't any pictures I really like on the roll but one of a tree and it's bare branches so I think I will print that tonight in the darkroom. Man it's awesome taking this class!! I can't wait for next quarter and get some digital experience under my belt!

Today we are going to the park again WHO WOULDN'T in 80 degree weather..hopefully I can pick up a tan ;) But I want to get the kids out to play and take some more pictures. I think it's more I want to take pictures (is that wrong) then take them to play. But hey I gotta practice or how will I make money down the road and be GREAT! I want to open a business doing this and make great prints and take even better pictures ya know..capture that moment! Anyway the sky is the limit...so cheers!