Good things come to those who wait

I have never been one to have patience that is for sure. But when you become a mother it is the biggest quality you must acquire and thereafter sustain. I have recently begone to question my patience because lately it has become harder to sustain them when dealing with an adventurous exploring 15 month old. I have also been working which is a new thing since I was a stay at home mom and student the past year. It feels so good to be independent again and feel like I am fulfilling something and taking care of myself. Boone has grown so much the past months and I always worry about him and going to visit his dad every other weekend and what he is going to grow up like or think about this all will he want to leave me to go live with his dad when he is like 8 or 9. It's so scary to think he could get mad and say I want to live with dad or I hate you mom dad I want dad. My heart will literally break if he ever said that to me. I know he would never mean it but those things could happen. Or what if he wonders why I am always gone when I go to work...these things are always worrying me I want him to grow up knowing how much I love him and did all this for him! But this is why they say being a mom/parent is the hardest thing in the world. Well I am off to heat up some home made chicken and dumplings for the only man in my life!

20 random questions..

1. 5 internet annoyances: Junk Email (no I don't want to learn how to get a free Ipod or meet up with you cause you're horny... I don't even know you how'd you get this email??), Blogs that play music automatically with no way to shut it off (i blog read at work, people!)(I'm keeping this one). When I click on someone's page and my computer freezes, Slow Connections & Virus's

2. What is in your stack of reading materials? Twilight Twilight Twilight - it was my most favorite series to read! Harry Potter & and tons of ChickLit as well. I want to get some new Spiceline books they are eroctic novels that are very lets say spicey.

3. Do you get distracted easily? Yes it's really bad but I have to be doing a bunch of things at once. I usually am playing with my son and texting while also chatting or blogging ( ah the wonders of being a girl).

4. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Texted my friend and said goodnight..oh and watched some of the guantlet.

5. What does your last text message say? well dang too bad he didn't sleep longer..from my friend after I said I didn't get to sleep enough today.

6. If we were to play Clue, which player would you choose to be? Miss Peacock

7. Speaking of Clue: Who did it? In which room? And using? not even sure I haven't played that game in forever so I forgot..

8. Now that we know what character you’d be in Clue, which is your favorite marker in Monopoly? the shoe

9. How many friendships have you had that have lasted more than ten years? That's hard to say cause there are people I have been friends with for that long but I don't talk to them that often now but we're still friends. Umm..like 1 or 2

10. Where will you be 12 hours from now? In bed

11. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes I would go back and change sometings that I did and it would definitely make my life alot easier today!

12. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours? Um..like 5-8 different people but I have a couple I text everyday on a reguar basis.

13. What did you last get in the mail? Bills of course no ones writes letters anymore I swear...I love writing letters but never get any in return.

14. According to the cliche, the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach, but what’s the way to yours? Making me laugh, being honest, watching a movie with me in bed on a Sunday, showing appreciation and lastly the LITTLE THINGS MATTER

15. What’s something that should have been put away but hasn’t been? my laptop next to me needs to go back to my room

16. Last words you said out loud? Get out of there please...to my son who gets into everything.
17. On a scale from 1-10 (1 least, 10 most likely) 8.2

18. Could you point out where Outer Mongolia is on a globe? Nope

19. What is underneath your bed? nothing but dust..

20. What food did you once claim to hate but, after trying it, loved? umm...probably clams..I was so scared to try them..but if cooked right then yummy.

Dusting off the cobwebs

Ok so I haven't been blogging in forever it feels like..and decided today after looking at my blog I realized man I miss it. So I am back now and will be updating regularly...So the lastest is...I am living in Ellensburg with my mom and her fiance..I work at the Quality Inn as a wonderful "Front Desk Associate"...the joys of working with people.. Boone is doing awesome..he see his dad on a regular basis and I am trying to figure out who I am and what I am suppose to be doing as a person, mother, daughter and friend. I have reconnected with some old friends and it has been so nice hangin out with them and being able to be myself. I am continuing with pictures but had to take a small break with all the changes..I will have some new ones up soon! I am hoping to move into an apartment by the end of this month and then take the next steps there in becoming independent.

Once again

So I moved back to washington..I felt it was a better decsion for Boone in the long run. He needs his dad around and the rest of our family. I made a very unselfish decision..So now I am in Ellensburg at my mom's house..wondering what my next step in life is...I need a job, a place to live, and a life..so what's my next step?

A very eventful week

So today I found a daycare I really like and I have to finish setting everything up tomorrow.. I am so nervous about putting him in daycare because he has never been in one before. Plus I have been with him for over a year straight and it will be hard being away from him during the day while I am at work. SAD... the first week is going to be the hardest tears will come for sure. So wish me luck please because this will probably be the toughest week of my life!! Well hope everyone had a wonderful mother's day I am off to get some much much much needed sleep!!! YAWN

Update

So everything is going really good here in Delaware... I have been taking pictures..I got an awesome shot the other day of a carpenter bee on a flower bush. I also got a job as a supervisor for Starbucks and should be able to start this next week!!! YAY oh and on top of that I just reserved a apartment at a place called the reserve I will post pics very soon...it's so nice it is the nicest place I have ever lived!!! So I move in there next weekend..umm...Boone has started blowing kisses it's so cute..and he is still adjusting but it has gotten better! OH one thing about the new apartment the bedrooms are HUGE!!! Like Boone's room is going to be bigger then most living rooms...it's insane and really ridiculous..but hey I will have to work with it..the apartment is a 2 bedroom 2 bath and 1200 sq feet!!! AAAMAZING...I can't wait to get pics up so off I go to upload...Have a great weekend!

A little update

For any who are wondering since I have gotten emails and texts, I have had a life changing experience. My fiancée and I broke up (no sympathy please) it was coming to an end either way. But the there is positive I have moved and decided to start a new life in a completely new state. Boone and I have moved to Delaware and are eager to start building our new life here. SO thanks for being patient while I get all this figured out!!