Monday, June 22, 2009

Random ramblings of compulsiveness

So...I just got Boone back from a long 5 days with his father..WOW..I missed him so much it feels like he learns something new every time he is away and like I miss out on it..or he has grown years and I am like wow where did my baby go!??! Other than that..I am looking for a car..something affordable and reliable...=) And lastly I am so up and down with my guy life..there are guys who like me and I don't like them, or there are guys that like me and I like them but it's not the right timing, or there are guys I like and I am unsure of what to do. It's so confusing and all at the same time the right guys for my situation aren't the guys I particularly like or feel that feeling for. Then the ones I kinda do aren't the right fit for my situation. It's like can I just go and create the perfect match for me with all the little things from each one?? I need the perfect package and having someone who is only part of the perfect package for my situation isn't going to work...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I'm on a boat!

Today I went boating with a bunch of friends and it was Boone's first time on a boat in his sweet life vest! He had a blast and went swimming and we ate chips and hamburgers and yeah it was a blast. He is pooped...and crashed out when we got home.. I went wake boarding and tubing and of course I was the first one to go..everyone else was chicken! So I got on and owned it she couldn't shake me it was awesome! Then I went wake boarding and it was me and my other friend who did it everyone else didn't want to. I hit the wake a little and then finally got some air..other then that I have the week off and work Saturday..I take Boone to Spokane tomorrow to spend time with his daddy and I am going to be lost without him!

In other news Hoopfest is coming up in a week and a half..I am super excited to beat down some girls! It's going to be a hot sweaty mess! It will be fun though to go out and have some fun downtown since I haven't had the chance to ever go out and hit up the bars in Spokane.

I was out taking pictures last night trying to get a good shot of the moon and got some really cool pictures of lights scattered all over the place. I am going to be out shooting this week so I hope I can upload them on here properly for you to access them.

Lastly everything is going great with my "friend" we hang out all the time..and it's been so nice spending time with him and I will admit I am developing feelings for him and I hope they continue to grow. I am not sure what the next step is or where it will go..but I certainly think about him constantly throughout the day and miss him when I am not around him. SO sigh....I shall take my leave and get some rest I am beat

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Tired and Wired

I am at work and totally running on 3 hours of sleep...imagine that! Yesterday was graduation and I was really happy for all my friends who accomplished this huge achievement. It made me feel like a bum though because I have taken a break from school and I have about 4-5 quarters left till I get my photography degree. Right now isn't the best time in my life to go back to school with trying to get on my feet and find a good full time job to support myself and Boone. So once I "get my eggs in a basket" lol I will be able to assess where I am at and if I can handle taking classes again to finish. I was thinking about starting in the Fall and maybe taking like 1 or 2 classes and go from's definitely something to keep in mind. Other then that I went out with friends to celebrate them graduating and I had alot of fun..I almost missed work this morning though because my alarm didn't go off for some reason I had ti set for 6 and it went off at 6:45 so I dressed and then made it to work 5 mins late. I was suppose to be there at 7..opps! So I am excited for hoopfest in two weeks it should be alot of fun! I have been playing basketball during the week at the college and playing pickup games with older guys and my friend who is on my team. It should definitely be interesting to say the least! Well I better get back to last thing..I am craving a piercing or something different a change..and I was thinking about getting my lip pierced like off to the side or my monroe pierced

Here is the monroe I had this done once..

And this is what the lip would look like only with a diamond...

Which one do you think?

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Good things come to those that wait

Yesterday amazingly enough I was able to get an iphone and trade back I'm the phone I originally got! So I'm super super psyched about it...other then that I haven't been working that much sadly I need to almost her another job cause this just isn't working..what's so scary about our economy right now is the job market yesterday we had 10 people come in and apply for a parttime serving job. A mean 10 people for just a parttime job that's nuts how is anyone suppose to survive ? It wouldn't be so bad if it was just me but I have B man too.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

What if I want to call in sick to life?

So today was suppose to be a very sleep filled morning and then quiet alone time while my son enjoyed playing with other kids at my friends daycare. I got a private call at about 6:15 and she cancelled on me claiminga kid had pink eye that was at her house yesterday. SIGH ok thanks Mckenzie of course I wouldn't want him to get pink just so I could get a couple hours of sleep. Ok I will see you in the morning..So Sadly I am no longer going to get some sleep and on top of that I am freezing..I hate waking up reminds me of go to bed so warm then get the sweats and wake up freezing and your sweat is like ice now...So Been awake over an hour and yeah I wanna call in sick to life and take a personal day..if only.

Well its tuesday and I hope your mornings are better then mine..but in all actualality it hasn't been that bad!

Later Loves

Monday, June 8, 2009

Good things come to those who wait

I have never been one to have patience that is for sure. But when you become a mother it is the biggest quality you must acquire and thereafter sustain. I have recently begone to question my patience because lately it has become harder to sustain them when dealing with an adventurous exploring 15 month old. I have also been working which is a new thing since I was a stay at home mom and student the past year. It feels so good to be independent again and feel like I am fulfilling something and taking care of myself. Boone has grown so much the past months and I always worry about him and going to visit his dad every other weekend and what he is going to grow up like or think about this all will he want to leave me to go live with his dad when he is like 8 or 9. It's so scary to think he could get mad and say I want to live with dad or I hate you mom dad I want dad. My heart will literally break if he ever said that to me. I know he would never mean it but those things could happen. Or what if he wonders why I am always gone when I go to work...these things are always worrying me I want him to grow up knowing how much I love him and did all this for him! But this is why they say being a mom/parent is the hardest thing in the world. Well I am off to heat up some home made chicken and dumplings for the only man in my life!

20 random questions..

1. 5 internet annoyances: Junk Email (no I don't want to learn how to get a free Ipod or meet up with you cause you're horny... I don't even know you how'd you get this email??), Blogs that play music automatically with no way to shut it off (i blog read at work, people!)(I'm keeping this one). When I click on someone's page and my computer freezes, Slow Connections & Virus's

2. What is in your stack of reading materials? Twilight Twilight Twilight - it was my most favorite series to read! Harry Potter & and tons of ChickLit as well. I want to get some new Spiceline books they are eroctic novels that are very lets say spicey.

3. Do you get distracted easily? Yes it's really bad but I have to be doing a bunch of things at once. I usually am playing with my son and texting while also chatting or blogging ( ah the wonders of being a girl).

4. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Texted my friend and said goodnight..oh and watched some of the guantlet.

5. What does your last text message say? well dang too bad he didn't sleep longer..from my friend after I said I didn't get to sleep enough today.

6. If we were to play Clue, which player would you choose to be? Miss Peacock

7. Speaking of Clue: Who did it? In which room? And using? not even sure I haven't played that game in forever so I forgot..

8. Now that we know what character you’d be in Clue, which is your favorite marker in Monopoly? the shoe

9. How many friendships have you had that have lasted more than ten years? That's hard to say cause there are people I have been friends with for that long but I don't talk to them that often now but we're still friends. 1 or 2

10. Where will you be 12 hours from now? In bed

11. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yes I would go back and change sometings that I did and it would definitely make my life alot easier today!

12. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours? 5-8 different people but I have a couple I text everyday on a reguar basis.

13. What did you last get in the mail? Bills of course no ones writes letters anymore I swear...I love writing letters but never get any in return.

14. According to the cliche, the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach, but what’s the way to yours? Making me laugh, being honest, watching a movie with me in bed on a Sunday, showing appreciation and lastly the LITTLE THINGS MATTER

15. What’s something that should have been put away but hasn’t been? my laptop next to me needs to go back to my room

16. Last words you said out loud? Get out of there my son who gets into everything.
17. On a scale from 1-10 (1 least, 10 most likely) 8.2

18. Could you point out where Outer Mongolia is on a globe? Nope

19. What is underneath your bed? nothing but dust..

20. What food did you once claim to hate but, after trying it, loved? umm...probably clams..I was so scared to try them..but if cooked right then yummy.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Dusting off the cobwebs

Ok so I haven't been blogging in forever it feels like..and decided today after looking at my blog I realized man I miss it. So I am back now and will be updating regularly...So the lastest is...I am living in Ellensburg with my mom and her fiance..I work at the Quality Inn as a wonderful "Front Desk Associate"...the joys of working with people.. Boone is doing awesome..he see his dad on a regular basis and I am trying to figure out who I am and what I am suppose to be doing as a person, mother, daughter and friend. I have reconnected with some old friends and it has been so nice hangin out with them and being able to be myself. I am continuing with pictures but had to take a small break with all the changes..I will have some new ones up soon! I am hoping to move into an apartment by the end of this month and then take the next steps there in becoming independent.